packing all my stuff is like packing my emotion..
feeling of frustration and disappointment that i try hard to hide all these days burst out like thunder..
i expected for all of these to happen,but somehow i am not strong enough to overcome ..
i thought i can make it but in fact i cant..
God knows how i feel..

Been quite cruel to mom and dad all these days..
talking to them reminds me of bad thing..i just need a short short break..
that's all..
sorry,mom and dad..
i know there is no one to be blamed.but i am just..
i dono..
maybe i just need some time to dilute this emotion..
if crying is a choice..why should we cry then??
waiting for the day to pass..
and cant wait to see wat i can achieve...
it is just a matter of time..