Baby is so cute !!!

love babies !!!

lazy to blog nowadays..
cant reali express my feeling with words...
dun reali know what i reali pursuit..
and coward me cant talk frankly like what is in my mind..
thanks for the session in the library that day because i will reali go crazy if that conversation never exist...
trying to make changes in me..
but, is tat possible??can i make it..
i duno..
but,i will keep trying...
hc,sorry for everything i did in the past..
act,i dont like to be a tin kosong..and it hurt me somehow..
i dont want to be a tin kosong that rust fast and dumped without being known what is hidden inside..
although it is empty,it deserves to have its own feeling rite??
maybe i am not accepted in someway,but dont mean that i dont deserve good things rite??

sigh...sigh...sigh...
i want myself to go back to where i belong,when i was happier...
i am longing for my home..

i miss my family..
i want to go home..
staying here make me weird..with my existence..and i am not as usual...living days like this is suffocating me..
can somebody tell me what is wrong with my brain???
it is not functioning..

i love LUNA..pity sakai.wuakaka

devil VS angel

cute guys with the bags...

waiting,waiting and waiting..

euGene n shirley

guys of da day..

crowded Sunday

happy skating dayY

acting cute(vomit@.@)

. devils in da garden,thou we dun look like one..

bubble with bubble..

melody aka smallleaf tat i will treasure,be tough gal!

two idiot:p

spoil the beauty of the pic by closing my eyes again..

jump high!!

like this pic lots..

junk food session 2

junk food session 1.

first pic in genting..

mayling is my master!!wuakaka..

acting cool, ml is the champion

so near yet so far...

first time editing..hehe.got some technical problem

fRen tat i heart..

sakai

devil

fai po

sigh..
complicated..complicated..complicated..
stuck in the middle of the road and thinking of the best road to drive..
i dont want to lose you, dear.i dont want, watching you cry dont make me feel any better..
but, i know my existence there wont help or even make it worse..
can anyone tell me what can i do??for all of us...
plz1!!!!

Been going to hospital to visit ml's sister and before we left, we dropped by at baby section..
The babies are cocooned in pure white clothes,and they sleep in peace..
i love baby..whenever i see them, it reminds me of life..indeed,ppl often forget where they come from and what is the purpose of living..
We are brought into this world by no choice..and till now..
i still have thousands of questions in my mind...
why r we living??i seriously dont know..am i alive for my parents??alive for my dreams?alive for the person you love?
Living for the past 18 years and gone through different circumstances like other ordinary human being..
But when i look back and think of all those times, it was like a dream..
if all the memory is a dream,then what is memory for??is it proof that we've been living for years??or are we just trying to prove that we are alive..
as i grow and know more..it seems like everything have changed, i tend to search for ANSWERs...
answers for uncertainty in me and uncertainty in life..
of course i know i am alive,but i am not sure if i am really ALIVE..