love is a game.i lose in this game and i duno how much time i need to heal but now i am really suffering.sleepless nights make me feel like hell and i cant imagine wat will i do if things continue to happen in this way.i keep on telling to myself tat life goes on,but it doesnt help much.Tears are like curse and dreams are like nightmare.this is the second time i fell so badly and for me,it is really hard...

if only i could turn back time,but i know it is impossible.going to college with the eyes swollen..i really look ugly and i realy dun feel like going..my birthday is coming and for the first time of my life,i hate my birthday..i dun wan it to come..if can,tat day i wan to hide myself in a world tat nobody can find me...

i feel sorry for my friends.all i offer is trouble..they dun deserve tat,but i am really grateful to have them by my side and without them,i really will break down..